Inner Peace

So here's the deal: Internet companies don't go out to the country, so I use Internet on my phone. And although the iPhone had the biggest screen out of all the phones I could get, it is still extremely cumbersome to blog on. I am sorry dear friends, it appears I will be a delinquent blogger once more!
Moment of truth: I think this is quite possibly the most traumatic move I've ever made in my life. I've moved many times before, but mostly when I was either too young to remember, or just moving across the border of neighboring towns where I didn't have to change schools or anything. I miss Utah! It's crazy, but sometimes it feels like it was all a dream, all those joys and sorrows and adventures. So far away and so different from here.
My current occupation now is figuring out my health problems. It's really quite frustrating and depressing. But I do have a lot to be grateful for, because after all, I think there is a high chance that someday I can be completely healthy again whereas for lots of people they can't.
We were reading in Matthew the other night, about Jesus healing the sick, the blind, deaf, dumb, and lame and it really hit home to me. At this point, I've all but given up on doctors and medicine. Doctors can be really discouraging sometimes, and a lot of times I feel like they treat me like I'm crazy! But you know what? It's not time to give up on hope. In Christ, there is hope. With his help I will get to the bottom of this!
Another moment of truth: I'm really a sucker for inspirational quotes. Even if they look like they're the kind of stuff people put in chain emails and they're on websites that look like they've been designed by 60 year-old ladies, they really pick me up when I'm down. You can't help but wonder though, who writes these quotes? They sound like some sort of sage, or even better, Yoda. Do these people realize how awesome they are or do they still have insecurities, like the rest of us?
So, I guess this post is pretty random.
This post brought to you by jetlag.